of lies and liars

i was kinda hoping for a quiet weekend, instead, i had to break it and go for the loud and the noisy. i went to the city, hoping to find some quiet.  it does sound oxymoron-ish, well, a lot of people are that, anyway.  so for this weekend, or rather what's left of it, i kinda feel like rantin', or maybe just airin' my thoughts out, when all this time, i have maintained my cool.  i just got so disappointed and frustrated that people who i think are cool and true, are just the opposite, well, not the cool part, dammit! because definitely, they are not hot! bwahahaha!

right now, am at a loss for ways on how to deal with lies and liars.  i still maintain that it is better and easier to deal with hard truths than with soft and cushioned lies, but it is just the way people are, i think.  make that, am sure!  they would rather think that they are making me happy by telling me lies, than see me cry over truths. contrary to what i strongly believe in, dammit!

so for this weekend, i scrimp on the time left.  may i still find quiet gifts and true companions and unexpected surprises.  may these tears of frustrations be turned into wine of good taste and flavours.  may i not experience, again and again, being subjected to hard or soft lies.  which, by the way, i find about anyway. may the time left of this sunday take me for a break from heartbreak.  and if i miss it, i can always pick it up again on monday. bwahahaha!