54. spaces

it is friday, i cannot wait for sunday for this.  i noticed, these past few days, i have been way ahead of schedule.  bwahahaha!  what a grace!

last night, oh well, this early morning, just around three am, i was having some bad alone moments, and i did not know what to do, much less who to poke.  so i wallowed in sadness, self-pity and despair, for a while, until a miracle happened.  i am ernst.

for this my fab friday, 
i am grateful for seeing that something always comes to fill the empty places.
for making spaces and realizing not to be afraid of empty places - 
for letting in all the moments and be this empty vessel,
sure of the coming filling. . .

allowing the self to find, and make, and be the empty space. . . for only then can filling happen.

life is good, also with the alone moments. 

and ilysm!  ♥ ♥ ♥